I have hit rock bottom. I know that I’m not right in the head, but I didn’t know it was this bad. I am currently on suicide watch. Even though I feel fine, they believe I will be easily triggered if I leave. I think they are wrong. Most of the time I am stronger than I seem.
I have some privileges. I am allowed to go for supervised walks out of my sleeping quarters. They finally let me close my curtain all the way. And of course, I have my phone.
My neighbour keeps peeking over into my ‘room’ and it’s creeping me out. I don’t feel safe here, and they expect me to be able to fall asleep. I managed to get about an hour of sleep last night. I am so exhausted.
Do hospitals accept bail?