I Might Have Something To Say For Once

Since I was young, I never really let my deep thoughts out in general conversation. I would always just add to the conversation regarding whatever the topic was. I always veered away from having myself be the centre of attention in conversations. I never enjoyed talking about myself, and to this day I still don’t. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and realized that it is time to let my thoughts out in the open.

I need to be more open to people, and allow them to know what  is on my mind. Although, this can be very tough since the people in my life are not the best listeners. Everyone is so caught up in their own lives, that mine is pretty insignificant to them. I guess it is what everyone is used to, since I have spent most of my life being the listener and not the talker.

Where can we go from here?
– DP


You can’t say that I didn’t try.

Earlier today, I tried to talk to my mom. I tried to tell her what’s been going on in my life, and how sick I’ve been. You know what happened? She didn’t care. She asked me why I was her child, why I was born. How in the world is that my fault at all? I didn’t ask to be born. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve always known that people generally don’t care about me, but can’t they at least pretend? Especially when I need it for once.

– DP