I’ve been missing out a lot on life lately, so I’ve decided that I won’t be around for much longer. I don’t have anything in common with anyone in my life so I don’t really get to enjoy much. I mean, I could go to concerts or other events alone, but I just feel so embarrassed being there by myself.
I already missed a concert I’ve been waiting pretty much all summer to see because the thought of showing up alone was shameful. I’m going to miss out on one of my favourite band’s 10 year anniversary this weekend because no one I know listens to the same music that I do. I haven’t been to a concert that I actually wanted to go to in such a long time. I’ve bought tickets to some that I didn’t even show up to.
It’s all just a waste. My whole life was a waste.